Don’t wanna die..

[Intro - Soft Electric Guitar Melody with Gentle Ukulele] [Soft Drums creating a subtle rhythm] I don’t know how I don’t know why… But today, let not it fly. Let’s take what’s mine… [Verse 1] Today will be great, just like any other I’ve been tryin’ to relax, ain’t tryna be bothered I don’t get it, we don’t know, why’s this the way it goes? Emotionless yet emotional, can’t find balance, only take the toll They say I’m a psychopath, is that due? Don’t know but add a sociopath too, got all the issues, it’s the only thing I know is true [Bridge - Soft Electric Guitar and Ukulele Harmony] Can’t find balance, can’t find peace Just wanna relax, let me be Forced to go out, don’t wanna go But now we all know, how this is gonna go… [Chorus - Melodic Guitar and Ukulele with Soft Drums] Got all the issues, don’t know why Every day contemplatin’ but can’t even cry Some days I hear of people wishin’ they could die But in my eyes, I don’t see a reason to even try [Instrumental Break - Slow Electric Guitar with Gentle Ukulele and Light Drums] [Verse 2] Living what feels like a lie Can’t tell anyone, refuse to die Scared of livin’ but scared to stop Scared of the fall from any height to the ground My life feels like a game, made a fool of, in my own play… [Chorus 2 - Melodic Guitar and Ukulele with Soft Drums] Now I’m a nice guy, I don’t pry I try to be nice I don’t wanna see anyone die Or anyone’s efforts to try Fall out of line… Got all the issues, don’t know why Every day contemplatin’ but can’t even cry Some days I hear of people wishin’ they could die But in my eyes, I don’t see a reason to even try [Instrumental Break - Slow Electric Guitar with Gentle Ukulele and Light Drums] [Verse 3] Maybe I need someone, to ground me? Maybe I need someone, unafraid to drown me? Maybe I need someone, who’ll go down with me? Don’t know why, but I don’t wanna die Wanna live, wanna do what I want, but don’t wanna try Now I feel lazy but I ain’t even know why I’d go… [Bridge 2 - Soft Electric Guitar and Ukulele Harmony] Afraid to fall from heights… If others have expectations that fall might just make me die Don’t wanna die, but not gonna cry Living my life, the lie it is, I’ll still try [Chorus - Melodic Guitar and Ukulele with Soft Drums] Got all the issues, don’t know why Every day contemplatin’ but can’t even cry Some days I hear of people wishin’ they could die But in my eyes, I don’t see a reason to even try [Outro - Soft Electric Guitar with Gentle Ukulele and Light Drums] Living life.. even as I try I don’t get it, I try to deny I try not to die, but as I live, I feel around, and start to… [Instrumental Static Distortion] [Slow Fade to Silence] [End] [Instrumental Static Distortion] [Slow Fade to Silence] [End]