Fleeting never ceasing - Metal

(Verse 1) My life is ever fleeting, Going on but never ceasing. Do I want it to cease to end the pain? Those questions wrestle in my brain. A father who loves so hard, A husband who deals a bad card. God in my life, it should be enough, Yet ever searching like a cartograph. (Chorus) I am tired of the constant loss, I am tired of the increased cost. The loss of grandmothers old, The loss of grandfathers bold. The loss of great sisters young, The loss of only mothers among. Only the return of God to stop the fall, Or the loss of my life to join them all. (Verse 2) Worry for my dad, my only hero, Lonely and brave but feels a zero. Be strong, my wonderful father, I know it is all a great bother. Lean on the Lord to keep you strong, Let Him guide you right from wrong. Must keep my own strength most, Weakness is an option I don’t boast. (Chorus) I must not, no I must not falter, Before my time at God’s altar. I will lift up my family's spirits, Keep the path of God's merits. I will meet my mom again one day, The pain is only here while I stay. Temporary, lasting, fleeting, Going on but never ceasing. (Bridge) Until I am at God's throne, Up above in my heavenly home. (Chorus) I am tired of the constant loss, I am tired of the increased cost. The loss of grandmothers old, The loss of grandfathers bold. The loss of great sisters young, The loss of only mothers among. Only the return of God to stop the fall, Or the loss of my life to join them all. (Outro) My life is ever fleeting, Going on but never ceasing. Until I am at God's throne, Up above in my heavenly home.