Echoes of Doubt

Ah, think of all the things I've said Ah, replaying every scene of dread Ah, the words that I just can't forget Ah, the shame that lingers in my head (Now I wonder Every sentence, did it sound so bleak? And the echoes of my words, they haunt my sleep Feeling trapped by every chat, my thoughts they leap Questioning the tone that slipped, it cut so deep Oh, the noise won't mute; it's my heart’s heavy beat (Now I'm pondering With each phrase flung, did I just speak too weak?) Ah, just a whisper, now it echoes so loud I'm dissecting every look within the crowd Was there judgement hidden in their silent stares? Now I'm haunted by the ghosts of my own swears Often stumble, ruminate on every phrase Wishing I could find some comfort in the haze