runnin' late

[Intro] (mmm-mm-mm-mmm-uh) [Verse 1] Burnin' my eyes, yeah, see the fire in my eyes, yeah, Like a cold liar you're stuck in ice, I'll be meltin' all the ice, ('Cause, I'm sick of you) Disturbin' me with lies, reoccurin' all the time, I'm done with your lies, We all know life comes with a price, but no-one knows the price. (uh) That's why I compartmentalize, till I run out of tries, Till I run out of ties, took me to your apartment of lies, Who am I talkin' to tonight, (mm) Am I lookin' to start another fight, I don't know, why I'm expectin' a different outcome, when it's the same, Time after time, come'on I might be on this flight (take me to the light). Yeah, take me to the light, 'cause in the dark I'm always alive, Hell of a ride, ride right through hell, I've done it all myself, I'm sure y'all can tell, that I'm used to be turnin' on the valve, With no water in the well, they gon' be diggin' up my grave, Befo' they start learnin' fo' themself. Misleadin' with how I behave in my lyrics, thinkin' you'd need a crucifix, To be listenin' to these mixed feelings,one of my tricks I'm usin', Throw you off, so I can keep goin' and keep bleedin' on these tracks, 'Cause that's the only way I'm leavin' this reality I'm at. [Chorus] I've been up since 4 in, the mornin', I'm not closin' the door, when I'm leavin', Runnin' from my demon, yeah, gon' be late for my meatin', Why is life so deceivin', I don't even have a meatin'. (ooo-ooh), tryin' so hard, I'm bleedin') I've been up since 4 in, the mornin', I'm not closin' the door, when I'm leavin', Runnin' from my demon, yeah, gon' be late for my meatin', Why is life so deceivin', I don't even have a meatin'. [Verse 2] Ain't never easy when I'm dreamin', 'cause I don't wanna wake up, When that's the only time I'm happy, tryna spread love, but nobody, Gives it back to me, that's why when I'm awake, I'm empty, Swimmin' in a lake full of jealousy, (mm-mmm) wonder what's wrong with me. I'd like to welcome y'all to my therapy, I'ma be doin' this till I'm 70, I'f I'm not ash by then, somethin' must've fixed me, death's not scary, Don't wanna scare you, but life's more entertainin' when it's eerie, Maybe that's why demons come near me, and angels fear me (uh). My existence, always been a mystery, my existence, always been in misery, Reason why I'm searchin' for company, (hah), apparently I'm settin' trends, Bitches tryna mirror me, but they can't match this type of crazy, The way I've been livin' lately, demons angry, 'cause they can't get me. (uh). Angels angry 'cause they can't get me, uh, none of 'em, won't let me, (let me in). Win, the irony I have within, with my salary I can't begin, To give my body TLC, 'cause money don't grow on trees, (sure), Every day it gets harder to breathe, harder to believe, 'cause.. [Chorus] I've been up since 4 in, the mornin', I'm not closin' the door, when I'm leavin', Runnin' from my demon, yeah, gon' be late for my meatin', Why is life so deceivin', I don't even have a meatin'. (ooo-ooh), tryin' so hard, I'm bleedin') I've been up since 4 in, the mornin', I'm not closin' the door, when I'm leavin', Runnin' from my demon, yeah, gon' be late for my meatin', Why is life so deceivin', I don't even have a meatin'. [Verse 3] Sober and out of place, drunk and out of place, clearly I look at life in different ways, Maybe they could see it on my face, never done whatever they say is the best', But I'll continue to do whatever it takes, forever pourin' my soul out in to the madness, Far from the narrative they want me to digest, I'm light years ahead, It'll take 'em some time to notice. Should've never gave up when I hit my twenties, but life was lookin' up, for a minute, Then I plummeted, straight back to not havin' any, (uh), future, and bein' lonely, Went at every option, wanted to be a crook, but my values wouldn't let me, My views turned blurry, motion hurry, friction in my fury, tryna light up this cycle, That surrounds me. King of this back and forth, so crown me, royalty from the north, (hah), I'ma take my demons to court, never mind I can't afford (it), Guess they'll forever be stirrin' my pot, disturbin' my plot, Maybe they're just my flip to my flop, or my hip to my hop. I promise I'll never stop, promise I'll never stop, Keep me in your thoughts, 'cause I'm always in my thoughts, yeah, I promise I'll never stop, promise I'll never stop, Keep me in your thoughts, 'cause I'm always in my thoughts. [Outro] I've been up since 4 in, the mornin', I'm not closin' the door, when I'm leavin', Runnin' from my demon, yeah, gon' be late for my meatin', Why is life so deceivin', I don't even have a meatin'. (ooo-ooh), tryin' so hard, I'm bleedin') I've been up since 4 in, the mornin', I'm not closin' the door, when I'm leavin', Runnin' from my demon, yeah, gon' be late for my meatin', Why is life so deceivin', I don't even have a meatin'. [End]