what were you thinking?!

ONE OF MY BROTHERS IS OUT THERE HE’S NOT QUITE RIGHT IN HIS HEAD HE DOESN’T KNOW WHETHER HE’S ALIVE OR DEAD I TRIED TO TALK TO HIM ONCE WHILE LOOKING FOR AN ESCAPE AND HE TOLD ME HE WAS PSYCHO AND IT STILL KEEPS ME AWAKE I THINK HE SAW ME AS A SISTER MAYBE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND HE COULDN’T MAKE ME HIS VICTIM OR HE WAS JUST BIDING HIS TIME OH, BROTHER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE MAYBE I JUST DON’T WANNA KNOW BUT MY HEART IS TELLING ME I MUST TURN AWAY AND GO WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN ONE OF MY SISTERS CAME AROUND HER HAIR FALLING TO THE GROUND SHE LOOKED AT MY LIFE AND THEN CUT ME LIKE A KNIFE SHE HAS HER WISDOM IN HAND AND HER DEFENSES ALL MANNED AND SHE TAKES WHAT SHE WANTS AND GETS ALL HER DEMANDS I HAD A TALK WITH HER TWICE SHE CAME OVER VERY NICE BUT SHE WANTED MY LIFE AND SHE CUT ME LIKE A KNIFE I CAN’T TRUST MYSELF TO STAY I JUST GOT TO GET AWAY BEFORE THE SUN TURNS TO DUST AND MY LOVE TURNS AWAY WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN AND THEIR BLOOD MIXES WITH MINE AND GOD SAYS IT’S ALL FIND LONG AS I KEEP THE COMMANDMENTS AND PUT IT IN RHYME WITH MY BACK TO THE WALL AND NO ONE TO CALL I REACH FOR A SMOKE AND I WAIT FOR THE FALL WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN IT’S A PERSONAL TIME INTERPERSONAL RHYME IF THIS IS A CRIME WELL, WAIT IN THAT LINE SURVIVAL IS TOUGH EVEN WITH LOVE MY BLOOD BEGINS TO BOIL AND I START TO THINK OF WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN ONE OF MY SISTERS, OH YEAH SHE’S OUT THERE SHE’S GOT RAZOR BLADES FOR NAILS AND STEEL IN HER HAIR AND SHE SEARCHES THE NIGHT FOR ANY ONE WHO’S NOT RIGHT AND SHE GIVES THEM A THRILL BUT NOT ANOTHER NIGHT NOT THE ONE NO, NOT THE ONE OTHER FAMILY OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES IN THE END SOME JUST GIVE UP AND THE REST JUST SURVIVES HOW I WISH IT WOULD END AND I COULD CALL YOU MY FRIEND NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER WHO YOU SEND WHEN I TALK TO MYSELF I MUST BE VERY NICE I MUST LOVE EVERY ONE AND I MUSTN’T THINK TWICE WHO AM I RUNNING FROM WHERE DO I RUN AND MY NEIGHBOURS OUT THERE IN THE DARKNESS SOMEWHERE PLOTTING THEIR SURVIVAL PRETENDING TO CARE GOD ONLY KNOWS THE RIGHT THING TO SAY HE SAYS SLEEP WITH THE ANGELS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAY WHAT I’M TRYING TO DO IS GET THROUGH TO YOU BUT THE LINE IS ENGAGED AND THE BILL’S OVERDUE IF YOU ARE HUMBLE AND WISE YOU WILL JUST SHUT YOUR EYES PRAYING NIGHT AND DAY FOR LOVE TO COME YOUR WAY AND YOU’LL SING TO THE NIGHT OF A LOVE THAT IS RIGHT AND YOU WON’T HURT A SOUL AND YOU WON’T START A FIGHT WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN OH, SISTER, CAN’T YOU SEE HE JUST WANTS TO BE FREE I DON’T CARE IF IT’S YOU OR ME BUT SOME ONE’S GOTTA TAKE CARE OF HIM OH, BROTHER, CAN’T YOU TELL SHE’S BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH HELL AND SHE’S BENT TO MAKE YOU PAY THERE’S NOTHING I CAN SAY OTHER FAMILIES OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES IN THE END SOME JUST GIVE UP AND THE REST JUST SURVIVES HOW I WISH IT WOULD END AND I COULD CALL YOU MY FRIEND NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER WHO YOU SEND ONE OF MY BROTHERS IS OUT THERE HE’S NOT QUITE RIGHT IN HIS HEAD HE DOESN’T KNOW WHETHER HE’S ALIVE OR DEAD I TRIED TO TALK TO HIM ONCE WHILE LOOKING FOR AN ESCAPE AND HE TOLD ME HE WAS PSYCHO AND IT STILL KEEPS ME AWAKE I THINK HE SAW ME AS A SISTER MAYBE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND HE COULDN’T MAKE ME HIS VICTIM OR HE WAS JUST BIDING HIS TIME OH, BROTHER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE MAYBE I JUST DON’T WANNA KNOW BUT MY HEART IS TELLING ME I MUST TURN AWAY AND GO WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN ONE OF MY SISTERS CAME AROUND HER HAIR FALLING TO THE GROUND SHE LOOKED AT MY LIFE AND THEN CUT ME LIKE A KNIFE SHE HAS HER WISDOM IN HAND AND HER DEFENSES ALL MANNED AND SHE TAKES WHAT SHE WANTS AND GETS ALL HER DEMANDS I HAD A TALK WITH HER TWICE SHE CAME OVER VERY NICE BUT SHE WANTED MY LIFE AND SHE CUT ME LIKE A KNIFE I CAN’T TRUST MYSELF TO STAY I JUST GOT TO GET AWAY BEFORE THE SUN TURNS TO DUST AND MY LOVE TURNS AWAY WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN AND THEIR BLOOD MIXES WITH MINE AND GOD SAYS IT’S ALL FIND LONG AS I KEEP THE COMMANDMENTS AND PUT IT IN RHYME WITH MY BACK TO THE WALL AND NO ONE TO CALL I REACH FOR A SMOKE AND I WAIT FOR THE FALL WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN IT’S A PERSONAL TIME INTERPERSONAL RHYME IF THIS IS A CRIME WELL, WAIT IN THAT LINE SURVIVAL IS TOUGH EVEN WITH LOVE MY BLOOD BEGINS TO BOIL AND I START TO THINK OF WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN ONE OF MY SISTERS, OH YEAH SHE’S OUT THERE SHE’S GOT RAZOR BLADES FOR NAILS AND STEEL IN HER HAIR AND SHE SEARCHES THE NIGHT FOR ANY ONE WHO’S NOT RIGHT AND SHE GIVES THEM A THRILL BUT NOT ANOTHER NIGHT NOT THE ONE NO, NOT THE ONE OTHER FAMILY OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES IN THE END SOME JUST GIVE UP AND THE REST JUST SURVIVES HOW I WISH IT WOULD END AND I COULD CALL YOU MY FRIEND NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER WHO YOU SEND WHEN I TALK TO MYSELF I MUST BE VERY NICE I MUST LOVE EVERY ONE AND I MUSTN’T THINK TWICE WHO AM I RUNNING FROM WHERE DO I RUN AND MY NEIGHBOURS OUT THERE IN THE DARKNESS SOMEWHERE PLOTTING THEIR SURVIVAL PRETENDING TO CARE GOD ONLY KNOWS THE RIGHT THING TO SAY HE SAYS SLEEP WITH THE ANGELS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAY WHAT I’M TRYING TO DO IS GET THROUGH TO YOU BUT THE LINE IS ENGAGED AND THE BILL’S OVERDUE IF YOU ARE HUMBLE AND WISE YOU WILL JUST SHUT YOUR EYES PRAYING NIGHT AND DAY FOR LOVE TO COME YOUR WAY AND YOU’LL SING TO THE NIGHT OF A LOVE THAT IS RIGHT AND YOU WON’T HURT A SOUL AND YOU WON’T START A FIGHT WHERE DO I RUN WHERE DO I RUN OH, SISTER, CAN’T YOU SEE HE JUST WANTS TO BE FREE I DON’T CARE IF IT’S YOU OR ME BUT SOME ONE’S GOTTA TAKE CARE OF HIM OH, BROTHER, CAN’T YOU TELL SHE’S BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH HELL AND SHE’S BENT TO MAKE YOU PAY THERE’S NOTHING I CAN SAY OTHER FAMILIES OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES IN THE END SOME JUST GIVE UP AND THE REST JUST SURVIVES HOW I WISH IT WOULD END AND I COULD CALL YOU MY FRIEND NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER WHO YOU SEND