Living the life

[Hook] [Verse 1] No rest, no sorrow to keep me company No laughter, no tears, I'm frozen solid Not in a sweet bed, but out in the cold My heart melts and drowns in its own tears There's no peace in this worn-out life I never seek it, yet sadly I crave it Equally shouting, I hate and love it This is my torn cry for help [Prechorus] If only a choir from heavenly vaults [Angelic Vocalise] Could show me that hidden place [Angelic Vocalise], Where the old numbness awakens in me (Where the old numbness awakens in me) [Chorus] But I'm alone, that light is far away Like a fleeting flame, it warmed me yesterday In this state, I'm forever cold and frozen [Angelic Chorus] Aaaaaaah aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh Ooooooooooh uuuuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuh [Prechorus] If only a choir from heavenly vaults [Angelic Vocalise] Could show me that hidden place [Angelic Vocalise], Where the old numbness awakens in me (Where the old numbness awakens in me) [Chorus] But I'm alone, that light is far away Like a fleeting flame, it warmed me yesterday In this state, I'm forever cold and frozen [Angelic Chorus] Aaaaaaah aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh Ooooooooooh uuuuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuh [Verse 2] I'm not alive, but a cold, lifeless trunk I don't worry, yet I'm woken from numbness Here I stand, spreading my long branches Scratching the void with my old broken heart Not wings of freedom, but bitter pitch That binds me darkly with a serpent's venom And coils that I lament and soon embrace When the heavy life leans on me [Melodic Piano Interlude] [Melodic Piano Interlude] [Prechorus] If only a choir from heavenly vaults [Angelic Vocalise] Could show me that hidden place [Angelic Vocalise], Where the old numbness awakens in me (Where the old numbness awakens in me) [Chorus] But I'm alone, that light is far away Like a fleeting flame, it warmed me yesterday In this state, I'm forever cold and frozen [Angelic Chorus] Aaaaaaah aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh Ooooooooooh uuuuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuh [Outro]