I Hate That I Love You

[verse] When I saw your face... I thought you were so beautiful. I couldn't look away... Ev'rything about you is surreal. It never seemed quite right Catchin' feelings at first sight. This was just something That I never wanted to feel. [verse] Dunno nothing about you... Dunno what kind of person you are. Don't want these feelin's pursued... It all just feels so bizarre. But there you are, I see Standin' right in front of me. And I'm so afraid to receive yet another scar. [chorus] Is this reality or just a hallucination? Is this a consequence of my generation? I do not know if you are someone who is true. All I know is I hate that I love you. [instrumental interlude] [verse] I hear you talk with a friend... And I'm not impressed. Is it past pain that won't end... And it's got me stressed? And whenever we do talk I just want to take a walk. But I want to turn back I see I want to invest. [pre-chorus] The last time I opened my heart, It was broken before I could start. I walked in to see someone else in the bed. She didn't even seem to care if I were dead... Don't want that to happen again... [chorus] Is this reality or just a hallucination? Is this a consequence of my generation? I do not know if you are someone who is true. All I know is I hate that I love you. [extended instrumental solo] [bridge] It's been too many times... I've had too many cries... But I gotta walk out and be a man... Dunno how many more times I caaaaan... [final verse] You send me a text... And say, "How about we study tonight?" It leaves me perplexed... Why did you send this invite? Why did I give her my number? Why did I become encumbered? Did deep down some foolish hope... Hope that you and I would someday unite? [pre-chorus] The last time I opened my heart, It was broken before I could start. I walked in to see someone else in the bed. She didn't even seem to care if I were dead... Don't want that to happen again... [chorus] Is this reality or just a hallucination? Is this a consequence of my generation? I do not know if you are someone who is true. All I know is I hate that I love you. care if I were dead... Don't want that to happen again... [chorus] Is this reality or just a hallucination? Is this a consequence of my generation? I do not know if you are someone who is true. All I know is I hate that I love you. [extended instrumental solo] [bridge] It's been too many times... I've had too many cries... But I gotta walk out and be a man... Dunno how many more times I caaaaan... [final verse] You send me a text... And say, "How about we study tonight?" It leaves me perplexed... Why did you send this invite? Why did I give her my number? Why did I become encumbered? Did deep down some foolish hope... Hope that you and I would someday unite? [pre-chorus] The last time I opened my heart, It was broken before I could start. I walked in to see someone else in the bed. She didn't even seem to care if I were dead... Don't want that to happen again... [chorus] Is this reality or just a hallucination? Is this a consequence of my generation? I do not know if you are someone who is true. All I know is I hate that I love you. Dunno how many more times I can... [final verse] You send me a text... And say, "How 'bout we study tonight?" It leaves me perplexed... Why did you send this invite? Why did I give her my number? Why did I become encumbered? Did deep down some foolish hope... Hope that you and I would someday unite? [pre-chorus] The last time I opened my heart, It was broken before I could start. I walked in to see someone else in the bed. She didn't even seem to care if I were dead... Don't want that to happen again... [final chorus] Is this reality or just a hallucination? Is this a consequence of my generation? I do not know if you are someone who is true. All I know is I hate that I love you.