emotional rollercoaster

My emotions are day and night They balance each other But at the same time they never align My life is a rollercoaster Guided by the emotional journey I have been surviving for 25 Long yeats the truth of it all I am exhausted of being on this Rollercoaster. I am tired of being on this endless ride. But I don't dare hit the panic button. For I can steer this rollercoaster. Back on track and make the journey. I wont have to let the chaos fill my mind. And control me. I wont let it break me this time. Nooooooo I will fight for control I will fight to be let go I can be me once again. I just need to take control I just need to take control And stop the alignment.