Indelible Marks

Today I woke up, thoughts in a storm The weight of doubts eating at my soul I thought of myself and all I've lost Endlessly questioning why life took what I loved the most In search of answers, I walked, lamenting and crying Tears soaking the ground below Drawing crooked lines of my failures Deeply guarded in my heart All who passed by saw my sorrow I left my mark on the ground, indelible I etched all my laments into the cold earth Absorbed, I vanished into the darkness In search of answers, I walked, lamenting and crying Tears soaking the ground below Drawing crooked lines of my failures Deeply guarded in my heart On the ground, on the ground, all that remains of me On the ground, on the ground, where I no longer find myself In search of answers, I walked, lamenting and crying Tears soaking the ground below Drawing crooked lines of my failures Deeply guarded in my heart Today, I no longer find myself here Absorbed into the ground On the ground, I exist no more