Words fail me

Don't know what I am feeling Am I missing someone Maybe still mourning Or just reeling If I mourn what is it I'm not numb anymore Is it carnage Or is the just existence Words fail me Heart aches constantly What is it that I don't see What's eating me with glee I stand but it takes effort of thousand years For a moment of laughter I fight many fears When I compare With what happens all around My sorrows seem shallow Much more pain abound Helpless to lend a hand I do all I can Not enough I understand Sometimes I cry While just talking My heart breaks I cant bare watching endless suffering faces frozen in time Never again will smile O sweet sweet child Hard to fathom 100 days of darkness All lies exposed When humanity died [Interlude] I stand but it takes effort of thousand years For a moment of laughter I fight many fears When I compare With what happens all around My sorrows seem shallow Much more pain abound Helpless to lend a hand I do all I can Not enough I understand Sometimes I cry While just talking My heart breaks I cant bare watching endless suffering faces frozen in time Never again will smile O sweet sweet child Hard to fathom 100 days of darkness All lies exposed When humanity died Never again will smile O sweet sweet child Hard to fathom 100 days of darkness All lies exposed When humanity died [Interlude] Hard to fathom 100 days of darkness All lies exposed When humanity died [Outro]