Stained Nights

Another sleepless night, Feeling so alone. Trapped inside the walls of my mind. Four walls echoing the voices in my mind Fan spinning my wheels Memories play out, They're film on a reel Is this all real? Flicker and fading Away between memories and now! We're back at the place on 6th Avenue, Moments before I ghosted you. (Hold me close baby, don't let me do this.) Forget the reasons, They're just excuses, lost to time, I was so blind, Passive aggressive lies, Linger on my tongue, Blow them away in smoke, It's a pack a day, and I packed you away! (You went away, went away!) 3am and I'm back in your room Ruminating on the times I pushed you away. Told myself that this couldn't be, Lied to myself, So I could lie to you, lie to you, What did I prove? Jokes on the page, I was the punchline. (Oh oh, baby, why, oh why, bye bye bye) I hope you can laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, After all the times I made you cry! (Cry, ay, ay, cry, ay, ay, cry, ay, ay!) You showed me your heart, But I turned my back, I looked away. Darling you opened your doors. told me your dreams, But I shut them in your face! Oh sleepless nights I'm so alone So alone And I'm to blame! Lied to myself, So I could lie to You showed me your heart, But I turned my back, I looked away. Darling you opened your doors. told me your dreams, But I shut them in your face! Oh sleepless nights I'm so alone So alone And I'm to blame! Blame, (I'm so sorry!) I'm to blame! (I hope you get better!) Oh, sleepless nights, what did I do? [Saxophone solo]