a shell of a person, at most 🌸

[Introductory Intro] [Interlude] [Birds Chirping] [Instrumental Solo] [Verse] [Soft Singing] I’m the silent shadow in the midst of the crowd, Surrounded by friends, yet screaming out loud. Wishing I'd feel alive, break free from this cage, Lost in the chaos, I’m stuck on this stage. Friendships and plans, they fill up my day, Yet inside I’m empty, the void won’t sway. A smile on my face, but it’s just a disguise, Hiding the sorrow that fills up my eyes. They see me as cheerful, always around, But in my own heart, there is no sound. Loneliness haunts me, a ghost by my side, Yearning for meaning, with nowhere to hide. Every laugh is hollow, each moment feels blurred, Living in shadows, my cries go unheard. Trying to cope, but the pain’s too deep, At night I lie restless, unable to sleep. [Pre Chorus] [Singing] Yearning for a spark, to ignite my inner fire, To feel truly alive, fulfill my heart's desire. Lost in the shadows, searching for the light, Hoping for a change, to make everything right. [Instrumental Solo] [Pre Chorus] [Singing] Yearning for a spark, to ignite my inner fire, To feel truly alive, fulfill my heart's desire. Lost in the shadows, searching for the light, Hoping for a change, to make everything right. [Instrumental Solo] [Verse 2] I wander through life, like a ship lost at sea, Wishing for a purpose, to simply just be. Friends all around me, yet I feel so unseen, Caught in a nightmare, wishing it’s a dream. Activities and plans, a mask that I wear, Hiding the despair, the weight of my care. They say I’m alive, but I feel like a ghost, A shell of a person, at most. The emptiness lingers, a void I can’t fill, Searching for solace, but it’s never still. So here I stand, a soul in disguise, Longing for a spark, to truly feel alive. Burdened by thoughts that I can’t escape, Feeling like I’m trapped in a never-ending tape. Every step forward feels like a step behind, Searching for peace that I can’t seem to find. [Outro] At night I lie restless, unable to sleep. A shell of a person, at most. [Interlude] [Fade out] [Verse 2] I wander through life, like a ship lost at sea, Wishing for a purpose, to simply just be. Friends all around me, yet I feel so unseen, Caught in a nightmare, wishing it’s a dream. Friendships and plans, a mask that I wear, Hiding the despair, the weight of my care. They say I’m alive, but I feel like a ghost, A shell of a person, at most. The emptiness lingers, a void I can’t fill, Searching for solace, but it’s never still. So here I stand, a soul in disguise, Longing for a spark, to truly feel alive. Burdened by thoughts that I can’t escape, Feeling like I’m trapped in a never-ending tape. Every step forward feels like a step behind, Searching for peace that I can’t seem to find. [Outro] At night I lie restless, unable to sleep. A shell of a person, at most. [Interlude] [Spoken] Will I ever save myself? [Fade out]