push away

(Verse 1) I’m stuck in my head, can’t escape this mess, Every time she’s near, I second guess, She’s always been real, never gave me a reason, But my mind's on repeat, like it’s out of season. (Chorus) I’m running from love, I push her away, She’s so trustworthy, but I don’t know what to say, Trust is a game that I just can’t play, I mess it up, in a million different ways. (Verse 2) She’s got that smile, lights up the night, But I’m scared of getting close, so I stay outta sight, She’s been so patient, trying to make it right, But I’m caught in my doubts, and I’m losing the fight. (Chorus) I’m running from love, I push her away, She’s so trustworthy, but I don’t know what to say, Trust is a game that I just can’t play, I mess it up, in a million different ways. (Bridge) I know I’m hurting us, and I see the pain, But it’s hard to let go of all this strain, She’s been my rock, through the darkest rain, But I keep on running, lost in my own chain. (Chorus) I’m running from love, I push her away, She’s so trustworthy, but I don’t know what to say, Trust is a game that I just can’t play, I mess it up, in a million different ways. (Outro) I’m just a guy with fears and a heavy heart, Trying to figure out how to play my part, She’s been the light, but I keep falling apart, I need to change, before we both fall apart.