Lyrics
(Verse 1)
The world spins 'round, but I'm barely in the scene,
Eyes wide open, but I'm caught in between.
Losing grip, slipping through my own skin,
When the highs come, the lows push me back in.
(Chorus)
I'm running on autopilot, can’t feel a thing,
This cycle keeps repeating, it’s a twisted ring.
Bottling up my rage, trying to keep it inside,
Smoking just to feel something, 'cause I can’t find the light.
(Verse 2)
Every step I take, I feel the ground shift,
The weight of all my thoughts is getting hard to lift.
Thoughts are racing, can’t tell where they lead,
Life's a puzzle, but I’m missing every piece.
(Chorus)
I'm running on autopilot, can’t feel a thing,
This cycle keeps repeating, it’s a twisted ring.
Bottling up my rage, trying to keep it inside,
Smoking just to feel something, 'cause I can’t find the light.
(Bridge)
Disassociating, my reflection’s just a ghost,
I see it all from a distance, can't get too close.
Holding back emotions, 'cause they cut like a knife,
I'm lost in the fog, just a shadow of life.
(Solo)
(Guitar solo expressing the chaos and confusion of disassociation)
(Verse 3)
I hear the voices, they whisper in the night,
Telling me that nothing I do will ever make it right.
Holding back my tears, can't let 'em see me break,
But these demons in my mind are more than I can take.
(Chorus)
I'm running on autopilot, can’t feel a thing,
This cycle keeps repeating, it’s a twisted ring.
Bottling up my rage, trying to keep it inside,
Smoking just to feel something, 'cause I can’t find the light.
(Outro)
Even if I’m lost, I'm still pushing through,
Walking on the edge, but it's all that I can do.
Living day by day, trying to find my own way,
Searching for a reason just to get through another day.
