Apatheosis

What am I doing Where am I going Who am I being How am I seeing Why am I bleeding What am I being Where am I seeing Who am I going How am I doing Why am I ruined I don't know what's happening I don't care what's happening Why don't I know Why can't I care How did we get to this I don't see the future I don't fear the future I don't feel the future I don't have a future How did I get to this I see where we're going And I'm not afraid to go I just wish I'd get there Or that I didn't know