Mesmerizing

[Verse 1] It's been almost 3 weeks since I broke up with you, Since then, I kinda don't know what to do. I'm missing all the good- even the bad- parts of you, Then remembering I shoot the shot, Yes, I'm the fool- All the time, I played a little too cool, Now I'm burning like hell, baby I don't know what to do-- [Pre-Chorus] Remembering my dearest thing- About you, girl, what does that all even mean? I feel ashamed, yes, I'm to blame, The only thing left for me to say, I wished I could give you the ring but now I'm too far away-- [Chorus] Yes, I'm crying- Yes, I'm dying- The pain inside my soul is rising- I feel I lost the fight without trying- Girl, you were mesmerizing- Yes, I'm crying- Yes, I'm dying- [Verse 2] Second-guessing myself, Time will tell the truth- Nevertheless, this time there is no left, But damn I guess I left all your love attempts on read, Yeah, there were many you did send and Yes, I forget that the girl that I back then met was the best one I could get. (yes girl you are the best i could get) [Chorus] Yes, I'm crying- Yes, I'm dying- The pain inside my soul is rising- I feel I lost the fight without trying- Girl, you were mesmerizing- guess, I'm crying- guess, I'm dying- (i was lying) [Verse 3] Yes, I'm tired, but besides that, I'm about to recognize. It's not surprising - that the bond that we build up, out of dust, rust and tears, is supposed to fall apart, hoping that wound can heal. [Verse 4] All the pictures that we took, all the pictures that we painted, we had to be so creative - to make that even work. Exaggeration, a language for us so native, taking its toll until we fainted, and all those beautiful colors washed away. [Chorus] Yes, I'm crying- Yes, I'm dying- The pain inside my soul is rising- I feel I lost the fight without trying- Girl, you were mesmerizing- guess, I'm crying- guess, I'm dying- (i was lying) guess, I'm crying- guess, I'm dying guess, im trying [beat] [End]