What is here and here is there or what?

(verse) Here I am, again, looking for something I am not sure, what it is I look into the abyss I can't find the sign, to show me where to go. I do not know. it all seems like a show. (Chorus) So I look within myself, and I see who I am can I answer the questions I ask myself or do I have to walk a path that brings nothing but a journey to nowhere? I walk the path that I can not ask for. I walk what I talk. all that I find is something unwind, w wind within the unknowing, I GOOOOO So here I am again, asking the same questions, who am I when my imagination has failed me, and all that remains is reality, the thing I so do not want to face? (Verse) I am here, losing it, losing myself, losing it all, and in this fall I must stand tall, reminding myself of what is best for ALLLL as myself as life, and that can thrive in what mattes as the matter of life. I have failed again, and again, and I have not found the will to move, I will find it within they say, so where is it? (verse) Here I am, again, looking for something I am not sure, what it is I look into the abyss I can't find the sign, to show me where to go. I do not know. it all seems like a show. (Chorus) So I look within myself, and I see who I am can I answer the questions I ask myself or do I have to walk a path that brings nothing but a journey to nowhere? I walk the path that I can not ask for. I walk what I talk. all that I find is something unwind, w wind within the unknowing, I GOOOOO So here I am again, asking the same questions, who am I when my imagination has failed me, and all that remains is reality, the thing I so do not want to face? (Verse) I am here, losing it, losing myself, losing it all, and in this fall I must stand tall, reminding myself of what is best for ALLLL as myself as life, and that can thrive in what mattes as the matter of life. I have failed again, and again, and I have not found the will to move, I will find it within they say, so where is it?