Virtue Behind the Scenes

[verse] why can't I find a way to release myself from all this pent up torture the world's disorder wrapped around my frailty built upon the daintiest of expectations that I want to expunge from my brain [breakdown] i'm not insane i'm not insane oh god i swear i'm not insane [verse] it's just the way i've always been meant to be and i mean me but not the me that maybe you have seen the me that's locked inside a dream the me that i was always meant to be yes, it's me duality [verse] a promise that i tell myself to sleep that i can't keep the epitome of what i want to see [verse] but I can't become a laughing stock in a room full of only one for pity is i and i can only be what i want to achieve which is absolutely nothing [chorus] but in my dreams i have it all i have the world with you and i where we can fight together where we brave the stormy weather where our love will last forever [verse] but in reality there is no you there's only me and apathy se, we haven't met yet, but that's the thing it's just a dream a dream where i have everything and want for nothing but in reality i want everything and i have nothing [verse] which is absolutely nothing absolutely nothing n-n-n-nothing (nothing) [chorus] but in my dreams i have it all i have the world with you and i where we can fight together where we brave the stormy weather where our love will last forever [verse] but in reality there is no you there's only me and apathy se, we haven't met yet, but that's the thing it's just a dream a dream where i have everything and want for nothing but in reality i want everything and i have nothing absolutely nothing nothing (nothing) n-n-n-nothing (nothing)