Warmth

You and me, we traveled a lot. Looking at the weather that day The stars we used to see on clear days The sea we used to go to on very hot days When it's beyond dawn Hugging each other tightly, following the gaze of the stars Watching the earth move with our eyes Our gazes shifted to each other's pupils and we would see a different universe from the one we were looking at from below. I hate that. The biggest universe I know is you The warmth that I remembered on a particularly difficult day Because I was in your arms I'm just sitting there like that And yet all I can do Your departed flesh, I can only hold your flesh alone Your departed flesh, alone One day, I thought to myself. What is this universe What is love I always wanted to ask you Why you love me, the ugly one, and how I fit into your many universes and people How did I get into your many universes and people Was it arrogance? I wanted to be exactly like you, I wanted to live inside your heart To live inside your heart I hate that the biggest warmth I know I hate that it's you The pretty picture I came up with to catch my breath You're the only one I could think of I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere And yet all I can do is Your departed flesh, alone with your gone flesh All I can do, Your departed flesh, I can only hold your flesh alone The only thing I can do For you that's gone For you who are gone