spider

...........[b, shitty-fucking-music]>..... I have lied to you By hands I wanted to wash and feel water>{}{}{}>>> What desperations we fondle To purify between the darkness and dark in our limited time>...>...>. I have given you my eyes As a greek horse to capture what fruit they bare in the trembling dirt of your mind×÷×÷×÷×÷×÷÷×÷ I>>~~~~ Who am not alive Am sorry>>>...>>>... To have tried on so many faces By deception And learned so little from them++++++///~~~ I have lain inside my body Like a spider spinning poems Down in the soil Of its trap door>>>>>>>> Smelling leftover pine Shaved Beneath the soft velvet inlay And caught in the webbing of its language [meta: bad voice is good]>...[instrumental: ugly sound is beautiful]>>>[instrumental: badgood]>>[meta: goodbad]> >[instrumental: flaws are beauty] I>>~~~~ Who am not alive Am sorry>>>...>>>... To have tried on so many faces By deception And learned so little from them++++++///~~~ I have lain inside my body Like a spider spinning poems Down in the soil Of its trap door>>>>>>>> Smelling leftover pine Shaved Beneath the soft velvet inlay And caught in the webbing of its language