In Your Shadow

[Verse 1 - slow, dark ambient] Don't you even notice that I'm tearing at the seams? Is it all a joke to you no matter how I seem? And if you thought about me was it ever something good? So, am I wrong in feeling that I'm misunderstood? [Verse 2 - up-tempo piano] We shut the door and turn off the light, As if any of this will resolve this fight, You say that you love me and we make amends, But you wake in the morning and do it over again. [Pre-chorus - drumrolls, vocal duet] I need someone to make it okay, A therapist to make the pain go away. One step out the door and it's fine, So why doesn't the choice feel like mine? [Chorus - energetic trance synth, vocal solo] I want to feel in control once more, Float in the clouds, not tied to the floor, Green grassy hills all covered in dew, And all that's stopping me is the shadow of you! [Riser - syncopated drums] Of you! Of you! And all that's stopping me is the shadow of you! [Drop - glitch bass] [Pre-chorus] I need someone to make it okay, A therapist to make the pain go away. One step out the door and it's fine, So why doesn't the choice feel mine? [Chorus] I want to feel in control once more, Float in the clouds, not tied to the floor, Green grassy hills all covered in dew, And all that's stopping me is the shadow of you! [Drop] [Pause] [Outro]