Loves Door

[Verse] I'm patient, but I'd rather find love before I'm ancient This life, I don't want to waste it [Chorus] Before, I made sure love's door in my heart would stay shut But it only kept away what...I needed most 'Cause I couldn't let her close If love were a drug I took too heavy a dose [Verse2] I choked when we were on the ropes Lost hope until I turned into a ghost Now I'm haunted by hers As the memory of her slowly blurs [Verse 3] I look back to that year and a half I can still hear her laugh But It's time to let go of the past [Chorus] Before, I made sure love's door in my heart would stay shut But it only kept away what...I needed most 'Cause I couldn't let her close If love were a drug I took too heavy a dose [Bridge] I'm trying to figure out the math to my heart I need a map back to the start Before it cracked and fell apart Now I'm putting it back together Wondering if I'll ever find forever...