Autism

[Music Starts To Fade In To Begin] [Intro] I dealt with A lot of twists and turns Still alive to this day I have my depressed days, let me start [Verse 1] I was born in Atlanta, where my dad was a drunk And my mom is working retail while he starts to fuck 3 of my sisters is the hardest job to take care of Mostly raised by my grandma. Where I had to be fair, huh? I had a guy named Romel who was hyperactive During Durham, bullies that I dealt with, I'm not interactive Also, I'm disabled when the teachers ignore the action It's like they knew about it But did not tell what happened As a kid, I figured I had a bad childhood Support my family during that school was not the light's hood I'm jealous of my grandpa, I was like "Damn, Mom" Seeing him distant made me realize that's wrong [Chorus] Dealing with my father It makes me so bothered Thinking about this has gotten in my past Bullied by the mates As it relates I have autism that affects me in a blast Dealing with my mother Being a big brother Thinking about this has gotten in my past My sisters need my help Make sure that they're well I have autism that affects me in a blast [Verse 2] My dad drowned his sorrows in bottles of gin Tried to escape the chaos that he felt within His demons consumed him, tearing us apart Leaving scars on my soul, right from the start I watched him stumble through life, barely holding on As I struggled to be strong, while he was withdrawn Virtual student by day, trying to learn and grow But the weight of his addiction was all I'd know In my room, behind a screen, I built my own world While my family crumbled, my life unfurled But even through the distance, I fought to survive Determined to keep my dreams alive [Chorus] [Verse 3] I used to think that my struggles defined me But now I see, they're just a part of my journey Every obstacle faced has made me who I am I'm stronger, I'm wiser, I've got my own plan My sisters look up to me, I can't let them down I've got a mission to turn this life around I'm fighting for a future that's bright and clear No longer living in the shadows of fear Though the road is long, I'll keep walking tall With courage and strength, I'll conquer it all I won't let my past dictate my fate I'm the author of my story, I'll create [Bridge] The music starts to fade, but my story's still strong I'll keep pushing forward, where I belong In a world that's uncertain, I'll find my way Step by step, I'll seize each day [Chorus] [Outro- Music Fades Out In The End]