hard as i try

[Verse 1] man i been thinking lately i been thinking hard something to get me through this darkest part in my heart i just need the feeling something close to bliss feeling healthy now is something that i miss now ive been getting closer something is taking over dont wanna become an overdoser gotta do something before i keel over [Pre-chorus] i tried so hard to pick up the pieces (pieces) Cuz when i look inside my head there are a lot of unanswered things to be said i gotta make it through this [Chorus] gotta be alright gotta make sure i will make it through alive i will make it through this as hard as i try now i dont ever wanna make my friends say bye bye i gotta get better not never as hard as i try [Verse 2] now i been feeling better i got it off my chest now everybody see what comes of me next new inspired feeling i shout it from the ceiling this part of my life will now be the best! nobody in my way i put it to the test pedal to the metal to the sunrise in the west together we will see in a whole other day they will write songs about us and our struggles and how we turned a negative to a plus forget everything that never mattered and stop being a wuss i shout it from the ceiling this part of my life will now be the best! pedal to the metal to the sunrise in the west together we will see in a whole other day they will write songs about us and our struggles and how we turned a negative to a plus forget everything that never mattered and stop being a wuss [Chorus] now i been feeling better i got it off my chest now everybody see what comes of me next Cuz when i look inside my head there are a lot of unanswered things to be said i gotta make it through this gotta be alright gotta make sure i will make it through alive i will make it through this as hard as i try, now i wont ever make my friends say ever bye bye i will get better and forever try as hard as i try [Guitar solo] Hard as i try (Hard as i try) Yeah yeah [Outro] now i wont ever make my friends say ever bye bye i will get better and forever try as hard as i try hard as i try