I'm no oky

Like every night, from the imagination of Rabidos and his tunes, I'm tellin' ya tonight, and maybe this'll be my last night here. Listen to me I am not okay I'm barely getting by I'm losing track of days I'm losing sleep at night I am not okay I'm hanging on the rails so if say I'm fine just know I learned to hide it well I know I can't be the only one who's holding on for dear life but I know God knows when it's all said and done I'm not okay, but it's all gonna be alright it's not okay, but we're all gonna be alright I woke up today I almost stayed in bed I had the devil on my back and voices in my head some days it all ain't bad some days it all gets worse some days I swear I'm better off laying in the dirt I am not okay I struggle through the fight I wear a smile by day And wrestle with the night I am not okay My strength begins to fail So if I say I'm fine just know It's just a fragile veil I know I'm not alone in this We all have our own strife But I believe that in the end We'll find a way through life I'm not okay, but it's all Gonna be alright It's not okay, but we're all Gonna be alright I faced the dawn today With heaviness and dread The demons whispering lies The doubts inside my head Some days the sun will shine Some days the shadows loom Some days I feel like giving in To darkness and the gloom But even through the pain I'll find my way to cope I'll cling to every little spark Of faith and love and hope I am not okay I struggle through the fight I wear a smile by day And wrestle with the night I am not okay My strength begins to fail So if I say I'm fine just know It's just a fragile veil I know I'm not alone in this We all have our own strife But I believe that in the end We'll find a way through life I'm not okay, but it's all Gonna be alright It's not okay, but we're all Gonna be alright I faced the dawn today With heaviness and dread The demons whispering lies The doubts inside my head Some days the sun will shine Some days the shadows loom Some days I feel like giving in To darkness and the gloom I am not okay I struggle through the fight I wear a smile by day And wrestle with the night I am not okay My strength begins to fail So if I say I'm fine just know It's just a fragile veil I know I'm not alone in this We all have our own strife But I believe that in the end We'll find a way through life I'm not okay, but it's all Gonna be alright It's not okay, but we're all Gonna be alright I faced the dawn today With heaviness and dread The demons whispering lies The doubts inside my head Some days the sun will shine Some days the shadows loom Some days I feel like giving in To darkness and the gloom But even through the pain I'll find my way to cope I'll cling to every little spark Of faith and love and hopeI am not okay I struggle through the fight I wear a smile by day And wrestle with the night I am not okay