Lyrics
[Chorus]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans.
[Verse 1]
I'ma take you to a place that many haven't seen
It's a land of broken promises and decaying dreams
It's a land of lost consciousness and degrading scenes
It's a land of harsh consequence and debasing would-be Queens
The type of place you wouldn't want to be found dead in
Where an endless maze leads you to a dead end
Where everywhere you look is another dead friend
Where every second spent is another second deadened
The kind of place where you go and you never come back
Try to explain it to your friends and all they do is laugh
Try to explain it to yourself how you're never coming back
Try to explain how your lost, even with a map
The sort of place that reminds of you a country in recession
Everybody's holding back due to a false impression
Everybody's holding back due to a true depression
Everybody's holding back due to their own deception
[Chorus]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans.
[Bridge]
Wait a minute, got distracted, need to get my facts straight
Poison keeps spreading to my mind, but I think it's too late
Looking in the mirror, my vision's blurry, picture's unclear
I don't like what I see, no need to persevere
[Verse 2]
Judging by the smudges in this world I find nothing appealing
Driven up the walls, making a nest up on the ceiling
Can't tell if I'm insane, or if I'm just a mistake
Is there a reason why these feel like my last days
I can't explain these sensations nor their machinations
But I'm breaking, taking my time and writing these rhymes to placate my mind
How I'm feeling inside causes a great divide that I cannot guide
On a path that I don't feel right, I don't like this other side
Fuck the rules, I'm going back, I don't need this crap, I'm done with that
Escaping this maze, forgetting these days, until everything around me has changed
Done with the chains, antidote into my veins, now nothing's the same
Fist to the mirror, shards in the atmosphere, I've never seen this clear
[Chorus]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans.
[Outro] [spoken sadly]
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lack
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was
Was a mistake.
[musical interlude]
[end]
