33 Years in the Struggle

[Verse 1] Thirty-three candles on the cake, but I’m feelin’ lost. Toxic thoughts wrap around, tryna shake the frost. Broken mirrors in my past, shards reflect my ghost, Searchin’ for the better me, but at what cost? [Verse 2] Held up by the edge, sanity’s a tightrope stroll. Person I wanna be, locked in a deep-frosted bowl. Mask on my face, but I know my own soul— Fakin' the game, feelin’ every pothole. [Chorus] What do I stand for? Words caught in the mist. Tryna rewrite the map, hopin' I exist. Can’t pull the trigger, thoughts clenched in a fist, Tryna see the light, but darkness persists. [Verse 3] Echoes in my head, beats from another time, Dreams of who I was, past lives on rewind. Seven billion lives, still feelin' confined— Burdens walk beside me, errors underline. [Bridge] Down-tempo, the rhythm of my blues, Not alone, but still miss the cues. Reflections in puddles, muddied views— Reaching for the me who made it through. [Verse 4] Past meets future in this hazy present, Tryna find myself without the resentment. Notes scrawled in margins of this life's segment— Feeling toxic, serum in life's experiment.