Crossroads

[long snare drum solo] [dramatic snare drum solo] [snare drum solo] [dramatic snare drum] [cinematic snare drum] [passionate male verse] sometimes i remember remember a time remember a time when i tried but i lost my way weary, enslaved [verse 2] to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take [passionate male verse] [verse 3] I want to meet you the part of me that's missing i want to meet you the part of me that's gone take me home to purgatory because i like it living in the middle of heaven and hell might as well enjoy it might as well enjoy it stuck in a crossroads a four way stop with myself pulled in every direction pulled in every single direction drawn and quartered by my life's disorder the disarray holds me captive unable to make a move [passionate male verse] take me home to purgatory living in the middle of heaven and hell might as well enjoy it-- might as well enjoy it stuck at a crossroads a four way stop with myself pulled in every direction pulled in every single direction drawn and quartered by my life's disorder held captive by disarray unable to make a move waiting for myself to go when i'm forever stopped [passionate male verse] stuck at a crossroads mirrored across and besides me a four way stop with myself facing every direction pulled in every single every single direction-- against myself and everything else everything else drawn and quartered by my life's disorder held captive by disarray unable to make a move waiting for myself to go when i'm forever stopped-- when i'm forever stopped loosely tied to dead ends the dead are tied to loose ends my heaven is nonexistent the only thing heaven sent is my lovelessness i keep myself imprisoned by remembrance the past, my present the future, my fear an incomplete self consumed by time [passionate male verse] the past-- my present the future-- my fear an incomplete self consumed by time consumed by time-- consumed by time as I repeat to myself every mistake and every way that I could've changed but I stay the same I stay, the same sometimes i remember remember a time remember a time when i tried but i lost my way weary, enslaved to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take [passionate male verse] as I repeat to myself every mistake and ever-y way that I could've changed but I stay the same I stay-- the same-- ooooooooooooooo the past-- my present the future-- my fear an incomplete self consumed by time consumed by time-- consumed by-- time [percussion break] [build] as I repeat to myself every mistake and ever-y way that I could've changed but I stay the same I stay-- the same-- ooooooooooo sometimes i remember remember a time remember a time when i tried but i lost my way weary, enslaved to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take [passionate male verse] I stay-- the same-- ooooooo the past-- my present the future-- my fear an incomplete self consumed by time consumed by time-- consumed by time as I repeat to myself every mistake and every way that I could've changed but I stay the same I stay, the same [silence] [break] [snare pop] sometimes i remember remember a time remember a time when i tried but i lost my way weary, enslaved to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take-- oooooooooooo to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take [big finish] [passionate male verse] sometimes i remember-- remember a time-- remember a time when i tried but i lost my way weary, enslaved to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take-- oooooooooooo to my past I look forwards to my future I look back stuck in misfortune stuck in my mistakes no give and take no give only take-- no give only take [big finish]