Awake

[rap verse] It's cold out here The rain keeps coming The thoughts are going It's hard to escape My eyes are closed I lie awake Mulling over (each mistake) It's affecting me I'm frozen, I can't get out I just wanna shout All I do is wonder Then I gravitate (Am I just another number) [hook] I'm lying here listening to the rain (oohh) I'm lying here trying to heal the pain (oohh) Will it ever come to an end? I'm going insane (oohh) They say time will mend. Is it all in my head? (Something I can't explain) I can feel it in my chest (Over and over again) I really need a friend [bridge] I can't shake it How I feel Sometimes I think Why they feel so real? [Rap verse 2] Everytime I dream I live in fear I wake up But I'm still here What's it all about I can't see clear Deep in my dreams But seem so near I lie awake Hoping those thoughts (disappear) [bridge] I can't shake it How I feel Sometimes I think Why they feel so real? [hook] I'm lying here listening to the rain (oohh) I'm lying here trying to heal the pain (oohh) Will it ever come to an end? I'm going insane (oohh) They say time will mend. Is it all in my head? (Something I can't explain) I can feel it in my chest (Over and over again) I really need a friend [outro] (is there anyone out there?) (ooh) (Am I all alone?) (Ooh) (Over and over again) I really need a friend [outro] (is there anyone out there?) (ooh) (Am I all alone?) (Ooh) [piano outro]