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Ok. I've decided that I'm not going to hide how I feel about you anymore. Yesterday, once again you said you would answer my messages, but you didn't. But everything is fine. I'm used to being disappointed in you. It's not the first time you've kept me waiting. Or change plans. Or go ahead. Or I have to come to you. Worse than a guy who makes me wait is a guy who forgets I'm waiting. But in the first case someone will come, in the second, not even that. But if there's anything I've learned about you, it's that you can't count on you. Your word is worthless. Your behavior does not match your beliefs. And it's sad because when you say something I try to find some kind of depth, or meaning or some interesting personality. But I expect too much from you, in the end you only say shallow things even though you say they are deep. It seems like everything you write wasn't even thought about for two seconds. I can't count on you. Since September I have been trying to convince myself that you are my friend. I placed too many expectations on you and that was my mistake. I thought you would become an important and memorable person in my life. I wish you were someone you're not, and it's okay if I don't like that. Until now I've really tried to hide what I think from you so you don't get upset. I'm not going to lie to you anymore, you don't deserve this and neither do I deserve to be disappointed with who you are anymore.