Just a little push

I stand here looking around, Trying to see if there is anything, just... anything at all, that is worth walking towards. Please tell me, oh god, please someone guide me. I just stand here looking around, I'm praying, I'm praying, Praying to be found, And I just stand here watching traffic Just a little push, just a little step I can't stand it, the conflict, the scene, Trying to hide but also trying to be seen, I'll show you who I am, wait no I won't, I'm so conflicted in myself.... Please tell me, oh god, please someone guide me. I just stand here looking around, I'm praying, I'm praying, Praying to be found, And I just stand here watching traffic Just a little push, just a little step I can't stand it, the conflict, the scene, Trying to hide but also trying to be seen, I'll show you who I am, wait no I won't, I'm so conflicted in myself.... Please tell me, oh god, please someone guide me. I just stand here looking around, I'm praying, I'm praying, Praying to be found, And I just stand here watching traffic I can jump, I can wave, maybe even scream, It really doesn't matter, it won't cause a scene, And even in the thunder and pouring rain, I can scream and beg and plead, and it will be in vain (and it will be in vain) I just stand here looking around, I'm praying, I'm praying, Praying to be found, And I just stand here watching traffic Just a little push, just a little step I'm just going to keep standing here, praying and praying until you find me, and we can both stand still together. yeah. Just a little push, just a little step