When I Was Whole

In your darkest days It's easier to forget the pain, they say. But how can I leave it all behind? I don't have enough strength to see the light. Nothing makes sense to me. Stab me with cold eyes to help me see You again... Chorus: Sleep tight, my devilish pain, I hope I never see you again. Just let me be like you left me suffer While you were searching for another. Just don't let me sink in hatred I can't keep my breath bated. I wish to hear from you soon A word saying, don't cry, I'm here for you. But why am I still imagining hell And dig these graves for myself? You used to tell me you liked to be heard, Know that I always listen to your whispers Even though they're not meant for me. Chorus: It's so hard to part our ways And I'm afraid to say goodbye. I wish you back to get back to the days When you filled up my soul and comforted my cry. But I cannot take that I don't matter And its hard to know that I lost it all. Is it my fault that we spoiled our weather? I miss the days when I was whole. All I ask for is to see the light in your eyes once more So I could finally smile and move on. Chorus: Go away, my demons. You've left me no strength to move on. Don't leave me, my pain, till you see this Hollow dark man I've become. But there is one thing that I'm sorry for You ripped out my heart when you left my home. So many thoughts, so many thoughts keep torturing me as I'm left alone. I'd like to kill myself with you once more. [end]