Why Do I Look Like This

[Verse] Hunger plays tricks on me Mirror shows what I can't see Plate's full but thoughts run wild Food just doesn't feel worthwhile [Verse 2] Fork and knife they weigh me down Empty table don't make a sound Stomach grumbles echoes heard Struggling through each meal's absurd [Chorus] Eating is so difficult Hard to chew impossible The way I look the way I feel Makes every bite a bitter deal [Verse 3] Trying hard to find my way Through meals each and every day Eyes on me they judge they stare Why's it always a nightmare [Bridge] Need to find my appetite In the dark can't find the light Feast or famine never right Every meal feels like a fight [Chorus] Eating is so difficult Hard to chew impossible The way I look the way I feel Makes every bite a bitter deal