Lost in Play - Sad Waifu Edition

[Verse 1] Waking up, another endless day, Feeling lost, like I can't find my way. I'm the First, the one they always see, Trapped in a role that isn't really me. Overwhelmed, can't find my place, Trying to smile, but it's a painted face. In the games and jokes, I hide my pain, But the truth inside is like a pouring rain. [Chorus] Lost in play, can't break free, Living a life that's not meant for me. Trying to cope, but it's just a show, In this endless loop, I'm stuck below. [Verse 2] Rejection hits, and it cuts so deep, In the shadows, it's where I weep. Demotivation, it pulls me down, In this sea of faces, I slowly drown. Can't let go, can't step aside, So I hide my fears, I swallow my pride. In the fun and games, I find some peace, But the weight I carry, it won't release. [Chorus] Lost in play, can't break free, Living a life that's not meant for me. Trying to cope, but it's just a show, In this endless loop, I'm stuck below. [Bridge] Every time I try to let go, The fear inside begins to grow. I'm not strong, just holding on, In this endless cycle, where have I gone? [Chorus] Lost in play, can't break free, Living a life that's not meant for me. Trying to cope, but it's just a show, In this endless loop, I'm stuck below. [Outro] Every time I lose my way, Searching for a brighter day. But until then, I'll wear this mask, In the shadows, it's where I'll bask.