Hopeful(ver.6)

[Piano Instrumental Intro] [Chorus] [Sing it sad low tone] Hopefully they'll miss me Remember me And Cherish me. Hopefully i'm right Hopefully i'll cry [Verse 1] I tried. [Pause for 1 seconds] I almost didn't tryyyyy... When they miss me, I hope they miss me too.. So When I leave they'll miss me too.. I can't believe I'm tryin I can't believe i've dwelled. [Rap] When i sing, of course! they'll miss me too And When i speak, of course! they'll be hearin . I am so selfish... yeah. thats what i am all about. I never really knew to begin with. What friends are all about So I never want to be forgotten. Be it positively, negatively,one or nothing. [Chorus] Hopefully they'll miss me Remember me And Cherish me. Hopefully i'm right Hopefully i'll cry [Verse 2] Remember me, please I'm begging on my knees. [Rap] ridiculous i don't want your pity pride is my might I'm an egotistical fool. [sad slow tone] But. I tried my best To leave my feelings like an Open door Of myself for them. and That's the point. Where I first laughed on the inside. [Pause for 3 seconds.] [Verse 3] is clout worth my time? Why do i have this time I have too much time. Then I realized. Wait. Why am I even doing all of this.. Don't I have those who care for me? So why am I trying too hard to impress and leave a lasting impression, of everyone. Everything, I just wanna be the target. The target. The target. Of everyone's love. I wanted it so desperately. That I forgotten. Forgotten. What is it like, to be loved and acknowledged? [Refrain] Hopefully they'll miss me Remember me And Cherish me. Hopefully i'm right Hopefully i'll cry [Bridge] And then I realized. [Become sadder] I don't want to forget. So I'll sing this song to you now. [Rap] remembering everything Can't believe i tried. rent free on my mind. [say speech like] our past mistakes they haunt us we never ever really tried to repent. Although it hurts. its a lesson. ingrained in our minds in our hearts. they beat. beat. box conscience spitting facts on the fly. [Fast rap] never alone I never was alone. that ignorance created my bliss It's ridiculous do not hesitate My regret's imminent but just went and forget that they cared. so, I wanna cry out loud cause I lost them..... Hopeful And i tried So its time to say goodbye. [Concluding Instrumental]