It Brings

The last thing I remember is your face As time slips past me the whole world breaks Knowing that the mess I made is real Ignoring all the consequences I'm supposed to feel Is it wrong for me to no longer trust in myself? It brings me to my knees It brings me out into the stormy seas It brings me over into bargaining pleas It brings me into the darkest recesses of my mind Surely the abyss is only what I'll only find Can you join this struggle by my side On the oceans deep and the valleys wide Taking the only power they say is real The only kind that's openly available Fearfully mistaken With this foolish miscalculation The sum of my nonstop selfish acts Can only have one final destination Will you step in and hold back that decision? It brings me to my knees It brings me out into the stormy seas It brings me over into bargaining pleas It brings me into the darkest recesses of my mind Surely the abyss is only what I'll only find I want to go back and stop myself Take everything for granted off the shelf Regret flowing down through my veins I watch as the stars fall from the sky I watch as they crash into my deepest lie I can plead with you as much as I want But if I never truly mean it Then what's the point? It brings me to my knees It brings me out into the stormy seas It brings me over into bargaining pleas It brings me into the darkest recesses of my mind Surely the abyss is only what I'll only find