Lyrics
[Verse]
Lost in the midst of society's mist,
Wandering through the fog.
Caught up in the hustle when it hit, like a brick, and it dropped me like the law.
One minute I was there and the other I wasn't,
But something was terribly wrong.
Slipping in and out of consciousness,
And I couldn't tell you how long.
[Verse 2]
When i woke, with a jolt, in my home, on the floor. Sweat pouring through my pores, body limp, head sore. Voices drowning, all around me, what am I all wet for
Life shaken, crashing down, mistaken, holding out hoping for more
[Chorus]
Where am I even going, what am I heading towards.
My life's in a spiral and it's out of control I just can't move it forwards.
Heavy is my head and hopes I'm fading out that I am for sure.
I keep fading, fading, wasting my decisions.
I keep fading, fading, making bad decisions.
I keep fading, fading, hating my decisions.
I keep fading fading. Fading fading. Fading fading.
[Verse 3]
They wheeled my body out the door, on a gerny, like a corpse, everybody saw me, im so sorry, that I'm worse, for the ware, if you're worried, I am hardly worth the care.
I'm nobody, doing nothing, of importance, just a body, who keeps snorting, all his problems and his worrys away.
[Chorus]
I keep fading, fading, wasting my decisions.
I keep fading, fading, making bad decisions.
I keep fading, fading, hating my decisions.
I keep fading fading fading,
I keep fading fading fading.
I keep fading fading fading, fading fading fading.
Making bad decisions.
[Verse]
My decisions have drowned me, fear and loathing surrounding, closing in my demons have found me, I'll be, doing better (I doubt it)
Help let me out, I'm in hell (come back down mitch)
I don't wanna, I want out bitch.
Where's my hope, there it is, ope I found it.
No more clowning around, now I stand stout (quick get him)
No get out, I wanna live, if not for myself, for my kid, I'm done, that's it, I'm back, to myself, I quit, for good. (No you didn't, Mitch I think you misunderstood)
[Chorus]
I keep fading fading, wasting my decisions.
I keep fading fading, making bad decisions.
I keep fading fading, hating my decisions.
I keep fading fading fading.
I keep fading fading fading.
[Verse continued]
No more clowning around, now I stand stout (quick get him)
No get out, I wanna live, if not for myself, for my kid, I'm done, that's it, I'm back, to myself, I quit, for good. (No you didn't, Mitch I think you misunderstood)
[Chorus]
I keep fading fading, wasting my decisions.
I keep fading fading, making bad decisions.
I keep fading fading, hating my decisions.
I keep fading fading fading.
I keep fading fading fading.
