Not Enough

[Verse] Awake I opened my eyes so wide In a sterile place Where darkness hides Walking up to the rooftop My mind spins But the memories from that day They've been thinned [Verse 2] Held a hand for me But couldn't grasp The person I used to be A fading gasp Falling down Fighting to stand tall Reaching out for help But feeling small [Chorus] I wanna break free Wanna escape But the pain inside It's hard to shake You were there You tried to care But the weight I carry It's just not fair Every scar tells a story Deep and true But it's never enough Never enough to follow through [Verse] My eyes wide open I'm awake In a place so cold and strange Darkness lurking Shadows hide Climbing up to the rooftop My mind's tide [Verse 2] You held my hand But couldn't hold on I'm slipping away My old self gone Falling down But I won't stay small Reaching for help Standing tall [Chorus] I wanna break free I wanna escape But this pain inside It's hard to shake You were there You tried to care But this weight I bear It just ain't fair [Verse] When I close my eyes I'm lost in the dark No place to go Reflection stares back Like a captivating show The memories resurface Like a vivid dream Eyes filled with tears Haunting me It seems Deep inside I'm yearning for a helping hand Don't let this be the end Please understand Mushrooms growing in my mind Thoughts unwinding Remembering every moment Even when I'm dead [Verse 2] La-la-la La-la-la La-la-la La-la-la The scars on my heart They never fade away Rewinding back Reliving the pain and dismay [Verse] La-la-la La-la-la La-la-la La-la-la I'm going back in time Gotta rewind To the moments that cut me deep inside The scars on my heart They never fade away (Verse) La-la-la La-la-la La-la-la La-la-la I can still feel the way it used to be When love turned to darkness Just you and me Rewinding back Reliving the pain and dismay