Drained of Life

[Verse 1] Tossing and turning every night Thousands of thoughts in my head Past memories coming to haunt me I hate the person I've become [Chorus] Need to find an escape route There has to be an alternate path Been in the darkness for too long I've been drained of life [Verse 2] People telling me who I should be Hating myself more every day There's so much I wish I could forget Trying to be who I really am This life has me in chains [Chorus] Need to find an escape route There has to be an alternate path Been in the darkness for too long I've been drained of life [Verse 3] Feel like I need to hide Feel like I should turn off my phone Nobody knows what's really going on inside Telling everyone that I'm fine [Verse 4] There has to be a way I need to find a way Pushing to be myself Too many decisions to make [Verse 5] I've been drained of life Tired of all the bullshit Tired of all the judgement Trying to hide what's really inside