Lyrics
(Verse 1)
In December, lights were glowing,
It was your birthday, I was knowing,
This heart of mine felt something spark,
From friendship’s light, I fell so hard.
You were the joke I loved to laugh at,
In the halls,I see you with her
A pang of jealousy, a heart that’s in a blur
Wishing I found be the one, by your side
(Pre-Chorus)
Last day of school, and the bell rang clear,
Forgot about you, but it’s not what I fear,
'Cause memories are ghosts that won’t set me free,
I'm haunted by what we’d never be.
(Chorus)
Locker eyes in the fading light,
Weren't the first, but you felt so right.
In another universe, I’d let it show,
But right here, I'm lost in the "no."
God, I hate myself for the things I feel,
Now I’m just missing you in my ideal.
Seeing you walk in class late,
Your jokes and dreams, now faded with fate.
(Verse 2)
You’d talk about goals, that soccer obsession,
Made me laugh hard, like a sweet confession,
But oh how you loved that girl I couldn’t stand,
On and off, while I just watched from the sidelines.
Why'd I let your friendship slip through?
All my guy friends leave me blue,
‘Cause every nice word gets met with a sneer,
In a world so cruel, I can’t disappear.
(Pre-Chorus)
Last day of school, and the bell rang clear,
Forgot about you, but it’s not what I fear,
'Cause memories are ghosts that won’t set me free,
I'm haunted by what we’d never be.
(Chorus)
Locker eyes in the fading light,
Weren't the first, but you felt so right.
In another universe, I’d let it show,
But right here, I'm lost in the "no."
God, I hate myself for the things I feel,
Now I’m just missing you in my ideal.
Seeing you walk in class late,
Your jokes and dreams, now faded with fate.
(Bridge)
Maybe someday, I'll find the way,
To tell you all the things that stayed.
But today I stand with a heart so shy,
In a crowded room, just passing by.
(Chorus)
Locker eyes in the fading light,
Weren't the first, but you felt so right.
In another universe, I’d let it show,
But right here, I'm lost in the "no."
God, I hate myself for the things I feel,
Now I’m just missing you in my ideal.
Seeing you walk in class late,
Your jokes and dreams, now faded with fate.
(Outro)
The boys always have something to say,but you never failed to put a smile on my face
Friends turned memories, love left unsaid,
I’ll carry you with me, forever in my head.
