I Decide

Hard days still harder than steel Acid rain in tears of emotional spill But I decide the outcome I choose the ultimatum of what I feel Pushed to the brink A horizon of suffering and bleak A sky so dark even the stars hide A moon so red you'd think time died But I decide my emotion I choose my conviction I alone know what's inside A flare so solar It's burning my mind So my windows seem shut on the outside To others only the curiosity of what resides To me it's the resolve to not hide I choose to dictate my own life Events out of my control Waves of the deep crushing my soul But I decide the outcome I choose the ultimatum of what I feel