Lost in my thoughts

[Intro] Yeah. Let me be. Just let me be. [Verse] I sit in my room, lost in my thoughts, reminiscing on the past. So many memories, both good and bad, they keep on reminding me so I just can't forget. The days when life was simple, before the lies began, now it seems like every day is just another battle in the sand. I look at myself in the mirror, I see a stranger face staring back. A big man with a big dream, stuck in his own trap. My mind is poisoned, the voices ask me about these questions. Of who I am, who I was, and the things I did to get attentions. Wishing for the answers, but they never seem to come, I can yell, cry or demand, tick-tock the clock just went. [Chorus] Oh, what I wouldn't give, to go back in time And tell my younger self, everything will be fine That what you have is enough, that what you are is blessed. But instead I'm here, lost in my thoughts instead. [Bridge] Hmm. Hmm. Maybe one day I'll wake up, and finally see the light. Start living again, not just existing through each night. Yeah. Yeah. [Verse] I try to keep busy, but the nights get the best of me. I lay in bed and think about the things that I should have been. Could have been, if only that I would have been. Wiser. I chose to be big instead of being happy. I chose to ride high instead of being part of the family. Sometimes I feel strong, sometimes I feel lost. Sometimes I feel like giving up, sometimes I feel like a god. They say it gets better with time, but I don't believe it anymore. Sunrise, sunset. Only to end up at where I started before. [Chorus] Oh, what I wouldn't give, to go back in time And tell my younger self, everything will be fine That you belong, that, what you are is strong. But instead I'm here, waiting for another dawn. [Outro] Yeah. Let me be. Just let me be.