Breaking the habit

[Verse 1] Memories consume like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again [Pre-Chorus] I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'Cause inside, I realize that I'm the one confused [Chorus] I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight [Verse 2] Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more than anytime before I had no options left again [Pre-Chorus] I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'Cause inside, I realize that I'm the one confused [Chorus] I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight [Bridge] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Chorus] I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean [Bridge] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Chorus] I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean