Push you away

(Verse 1) I’ve been staring in the mirror, don’t like what I see, All I see is a stranger’s reflection, staring back at me I only hurt the ones I love, pushing them far away, I can’t seem to find the words, to make them stay (Chorus) Every time I reach out, I just pull myself back in, Building up these walls, where do I even begin I see the damage I’ve done, it’s written on their face, I’m the storm they fear, I’m the one they chase (Verse 2) I hear all their voices calling, but I can’t respond, Every bridge I’ve ever burned, I can’t walk beyond The scars I’ve left behind, they can’t fade away, I’m the ghost in everyone’s heart, the price they pay (Chorus) Every time I reach out, I just pull myself back in, Building up these walls, where do I even begin I see the damage I’ve done, it’s written on their face, I’m the storm they fear, I’m the one they chase (instrumental break) (Bridge) I built these walls high, so no one can climb, Trapped in this prison of my own design I can see their outstretched hands from here, but I turn away, I’m not quite sure how to change all this disarray (Chorus) Every time I reach out, I just pull myself back in, Building up these walls, where do I even begin I see the damage I’ve done, it’s written on their face, I’m the storm they fear, I’m the one they chase (Outro) So in the end, I just push away cause it’s all I’ve ever known Living in this one person world, a place I am all alone I push everything away till there’s simply nothing to lose All for the bragging rights of these self inflicted blues