My Last Note

[Verse] Final note I write today Mom I'm so sorry but I can't stay Love you more than words can say I hate how much this will ruin your last days [Verse 2] I hope you all close to me know How much I loved you so I know this is selfish but I’ve got to go Look for me in photos from back when I had some happiness still within The demons down deep inside my soul I can not hide from, they have always fought for control [Chorus] Oh don't cry for me Just know now I’m finally free Remember me for who I was And not for the last thing I’ve done [Verse 3] To my nieces I hold so dear. Dream big dreams Never hold back, I’m so sorry I won’t be there Everyone else who might think about me Don’t judge just let me be. This world can be so cruel I’m such a damn fool who was used like a tool From so many people along this journey It’s no excuse for what will happen, but I’ve consider this for so long it’s not some reaction [Bridge] Close your eyes and feel my song In this hard time stay strong Though apart it won't be long I’m in your heart not really gone [Chorus] Oh don't cry for me Just know now I’m finally free Remember me for who I was And not for the last thing I’ve done