Out of Love

(Chorus) You say that you love me But I don't wanna be your slave So many people judge me But would they follow me to my grave? You say that you love me, ayy But only if I stay the same Baby, I'm leaving, ayy 'Cause I don't wanna play these games [Verse 1:] I just wanna be a rockstar with a million people followin' Need you to like me so I keep bottlin' bad thoughts Swallowin' pills, still wallowin' Thrills feel hollow, obsessed with success Made a next-up list, got a song goin' viral I'm backstage at a show with my rival But I'm a phony, I'm a psycho My ego follows me wherever I go (Go) Sign the dotted line on the contract Half a million advance, givin' me a chance Want it so bad, it takes all control of me Nobody from back in the day can get ahold of me now Mom and dad are totally proud I come home to Toronto, it's a sold-out crowd But there ain't nobody showin' me how And when you're this high up, it's a long way down (Chorus) You say that you love me (Dirt boy, dirt life, dirt bike, whip) But I don't wanna be your slave So many people judge me (Dirt boy, dirt life, dirt bike, whip) But would they follow me to my grave? You say that you love me (Dirt boy, dirt life, dirt bike, whip) But only if I stay the same But baby, I'm leaving, hey (Dirt boy, dirt life, dirt bike, whip) 'Cause I don't wanna play these games [Verse 2:] Second song flopped, get dropped Thought that I was on top Now I watch as all of these kids pass me He's more young, he's more handsome I get mad, I throw tantrums I was the man last week The algorithm is against me My content ain't gettin' seen, it upsets me "Didn't you know all of this pop-punk sells?" I wanna unload all of these shotgun shells If Sean Evans don't let me onto Hot Ones I'ma give him hell, kill him and kill myself Don't know how to heal myself Shit, I don't even know if I'm still myself YUNGBLUD and MGK, they better give me a feature Or they'll be comin' with me to the reaper Travis, you didn't share the song neither Thought I was in the game, I'm sittin' on the bleachers [Instrumental switch] Travis, you didn't share the song neither Thought I was in the game, I'm sittin' on the bleachers [Instrumental switch] [Verse 3] This is dirt, boy, this is dirt life These are black boots, it's a black knife This is born woods, this is raised wolf (Ah-ooh) This has moved hoods, this a change life I never talk to my mother I wish I heard from my father I used to try, but why bother? (Why?) Yeah, they can talk to my lawyer This loose change'll buy loose pills These loose girls, they got true skills They say you change with a new brain Well, the truth hurts, man, love kills I've been around, don't fuck around You fuck around and get real killed Got real friends, got real guns I'm the bad guy, but it's real deal (I'm the bad guy) Whip [Chorus] You say that you love me (Dirt boy, whip) But I don't wanna be your slave So many people judge me (Dirt boy, whip) But would they follow me to my grave? You say that you love me (Dirt boy, whip) But only if I stay the same But baby, I'm leaving, hey (Dirt boy, whip) 'Cause I don't wanna play these games (Outro) But you say that you love me Many, many, judge me I don't, I don't, play these games No, I don't wanna play these games 'Cause I don't wanna play these games No, I don't wanna play these games I don't, I don't, play these games