Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I've got this feeling, buried deep within
Asking, "Who do you think you are?"
Coasting through the days, lines all blurred
Losing what's left of myself, feeling scarred
Are you happy now?
[Verse 2]
Work all the time just to find an escape
Chasing normality, a routine, a place
But is it all just smoke and mirrors?
An illusion, a placebo, leaving no trace
We thought we'd take on the world
[Chorus]
All those "I love you"s and "you're my forever"
Who knew it wouldn't come true?
Am I wasting my time? Will I be fine?
My source of support ripped out from beneath
Why'd you have to leave?
Goodbye, goodbye
[Verse]
You said I couldn't make the time, for us to be together
I did try, but to no avail
All my "I miss you"s seemed to go unnoticed
It was always, not today, some other time
[Verse 2]
I worked all these hours, saving for our future
But she couldn't understand, she said "Why put yourself through this?"
It's a means to an end, I didn't know I was slipping away
Not that you meant to change me, neither of us realized at the time
A digression, too slow to notice then
[Chorus]
All those "I love you"s and "you're my forever"
Who knew it wouldn't come true?
Am I wasting my time? Will I be fine?
My source of support ripped out from beneath
Why'd you have to leave?
Goodbye, goodbye
[Verse]
When I'm with my friends, everything feels right
We laugh, we talk, and we stay up all night (all night, all night)
They understand me, they're always there
No emotional unavailability, they truly care (ooh-yeah, yeah)
[Verse 2]
But when I'm alone, the doubts start to creep
Am I to blame? Was it all a mistake? (a mistake, a mistake)
I question myself, wondering if I'm better off now
But deep inside, I know I'll find a way somehow (ooh-ooh, yeah)
[Chorus]
All those "I love you"s and "you're my forever"
I’m sad it couldn’t come true?
Was I wasting your time? Will you be fine?
Your source of support ripped out from yourself
Why'd you have to leave?
Goodbye, goodbye
[Verse]
Now I open my eyes and find myself
Surrounded by others, ready to help
Finding peace in what pushed you away
Getting back to my hobbies
discovering who I am again
Thanks to real friends by my side
[Chorus]
All those "I love you's" and "you're my forever"
I'm glad it didn't come true
I'm not wasting my time, I will be fine
A new source of support has found me at last
I'm glad you had to leave, goodbye, goodbye
[Ending]
Sometimes we search and we never understand
That what we need is right in front of us
You were a lesson, but now I've grown
A stronger version of myself, ready to embrace life
With real friends who never let me go
