So Long

[Verse 1] I've got this feeling, buried deep within Asking, "Who do you think you are?" Coasting through the days, lines all blurred Losing what's left of myself, feeling scarred Are you happy now? [Verse 2] Work all the time just to find an escape Chasing normality, a routine, a place But is it all just smoke and mirrors? An illusion, a placebo, leaving no trace We thought we'd take on the world [Chorus] All those "I love you"s and "you're my forever" Who knew it wouldn't come true? Am I wasting my time? Will I be fine? My source of support ripped out from beneath Why'd you have to leave? Goodbye, goodbye [Verse] You said I couldn't make the time, for us to be together I did try, but to no avail All my "I miss you"s seemed to go unnoticed It was always, not today, some other time [Verse 2] I worked all these hours, saving for our future But she couldn't understand, she said "Why put yourself through this?" It's a means to an end, I didn't know I was slipping away Not that you meant to change me, neither of us realized at the time A digression, too slow to notice then [Chorus] All those "I love you"s and "you're my forever" Who knew it wouldn't come true? Am I wasting my time? Will I be fine? My source of support ripped out from beneath Why'd you have to leave? Goodbye, goodbye [Verse] When I'm with my friends, everything feels right We laugh, we talk, and we stay up all night (all night, all night) They understand me, they're always there No emotional unavailability, they truly care (ooh-yeah, yeah) [Verse 2] But when I'm alone, the doubts start to creep Am I to blame? Was it all a mistake? (a mistake, a mistake) I question myself, wondering if I'm better off now But deep inside, I know I'll find a way somehow (ooh-ooh, yeah) [Chorus] All those "I love you"s and "you're my forever" I’m sad it couldn’t come true? Was I wasting your time? Will you be fine? Your source of support ripped out from yourself Why'd you have to leave? Goodbye, goodbye [Verse] Now I open my eyes and find myself Surrounded by others, ready to help Finding peace in what pushed you away Getting back to my hobbies discovering who I am again Thanks to real friends by my side [Chorus] All those "I love you's" and "you're my forever" I'm glad it didn't come true I'm not wasting my time, I will be fine A new source of support has found me at last I'm glad you had to leave, goodbye, goodbye [Ending] Sometimes we search and we never understand That what we need is right in front of us You were a lesson, but now I've grown A stronger version of myself, ready to embrace life With real friends who never let me go