I Really Don't Know

[Verse] Hey, it's me again Just wanted to check in How you using the life you've been given? Hello me, it's pretty bad I can't see that far ahead And I don't even know what I'm doing [Pre-Chorus] To the past we cannot turn Time marches forward as the seconds burn [Chorus] Try to push back the regret But I can't ever seem to forget The bygone days I want back right now I don't know, how to do this I still feel like a little kid When I'm gone, will it have been worth it all? I hope I don't drop the ball [Verse 2] What am I even here for? I've lost track of the score Can't bear to think all who I've let down I'm not the same person Just tryna find what it means to be a good human But I can't even get that down [Pre-Chorus] To the past we cannot turn Time marches forward as the seconds burn [Chorus] Try to push back the regret But I can't ever seem to forget The bygone days I want back right now I don't know, how to do this I still feel like a little kid When I'm gone, will it have been worth it all? I hope I don't drop the ball It's all spiraling down [Instrumental] [Bridge] I'm sorry for who I've become I don't know where I went wrong But I will try to find the answer As I fight my soul's cancer I can't restore sight to the blind Just trying to redeem the time But I want to make the most of it with you Please don't leave me, too [Pre-Chorus] To the past we cannot turn Time marches forward as the seconds burn (Outro) [Chorus] Try to push back the regret But I can't ever seem to forget The bygone days I want back right now I don't know, how to do this I still feel like a little kid When I'm gone, will it have been worth it all? I hope I don't drop the ball It's all spiraling down I'm falling down (Outro) It's all spiraling down I'm falling down Can we slow it down? Spiraling down...