Lyrics
**[Verse 1]**
I'm staring at the ceiling, wishin' I was someone else,
Caught in my own feelings, locked in this personal hell.
I see the pain I've caused, the scars I’ve left behind,
I’m just a broken man, wishin' I could rewind.
**[Pre-Chorus]**
Every word I spoke, every fight I picked,
Regret's a heavy cloak, my heart's been tricked.
Toxic thoughts invade, I see the mess I made,
I'm drowning in my shame, wish I could make a trade.
**[Chorus]**
I wish I was better, not this stupid fool,
Wish I was stronger, not breakin' every rule.
I see the hurt in your eyes, and it breaks me down,
Wish I was better, wish I could turn this around.
**[Verse 2]**
Memories keep hauntin', shadows of my past,
A cycle I keep spawnin', wishin' this pain won't last.
Toxic in my nature, can't escape this fate,
I wanna be the savior, but I just bring more weight.
**[Pre-Chorus]**
Every tear you shed, every silent scream,
Echoes in my head, tearing at the seams.
I see the cracks in us, wish I could mend and heal,
But I'm stuck in this rust, forgettin' how to feel.
**[Chorus]**
I wish I was better, not this stupid fool,
Wish I was stronger, not breakin' every rule.
I see the hurt in your eyes, and it breaks me down,
Wish I was better, wish I could turn this around.
**[Bridge]**
To my friends and family, I’ve let you down too much,
Wish I could be the rock, someone you could trust.
I'll keep on fighting, though I’m filled with doubt,
Hoping that one day, I can figure this out.
**[Chorus]**
I wish I was better, not this stupid fool,
Wish I was stronger, not breakin' every rule.
I see the hurt in your eyes, and it breaks me down,
Wish I was better, wish I could turn this around.
(Outro)
