flint

[rap verse #1] I've seen a lot in my lifetime The horrors of my mind Balancing on a subliminal tightrope Intertwined to a lifeline And the shadows cast over my head A lot like Like dense clouds masking the dread That i've fed through my debilitated mind Im fine but Hysteria crossing the front lines Disoriented while i speak the dialect of rhyme Sometimes i wish that i could not, Get put into Metaphorical cage, enraged, assuaged Struggling to gauge Why im Fighting myself, for what i know is right Knowing that, you won’t accept it out of spite Yet, the struggle to not be contrite, is hard to fight But at the end of the night I’m [pre chorus] Falling out of grace Watching as reality fades away Watching as tomorrow bleeds into yesterday We’re not okay And I don’t know why i’ve become those who’ve rejected me I don't know how to deal with this shitload of hypocrisy And to think that you believed in me All this wasted time for the world to see But [chorus] I don't know why I saw myself in you You know that there’s not an inkling of truth Now that you see the truth in me All wasted to preserve an effigy [Pre Chorus] Falling out of grace Watching as reality fades away Watching as tomorrow bleeds into yesterday We’re not okay And [Rap Pre Chorus] I don’t know why i’ve become those who’ve rejected me I don't know how to deal with this shitload of hypocrisy And to think that you believed in me All this wasted time for the world to see But [Chorus] I don't know why I saw myself in you You know that there’s not an inkling of truth Now that you see the truth in me All wasted to preserve an effigy So Give me all you've got Now that you’re knowing who you’ve fought And it’s apparent i’m not the one you sought And i’m becoming what im not [Breakdown] (IM REDACTED) [Breakdown] IM REDACTED [Breakdown] [rap verse #2] But fate led me back to the place i’ve been, again Knowing that i can’t, I turn around and pretend We’re getting closer, and closer to the end So can i get an amen A prayer, something to keep me there You know Some say i just don't care But i try so hard to succeed I try so hard to appease And people say i need to concede But i’ll Keep trying, keep fighting, keep denying The false allegations that are trifling Constantly breaking down to the point where i’m crying Absorbing all this pain through the flute that i’m fifing Is impossible To tell me otherwise That there was something i could do to bend my mind Change my life So trivial that I’m [Pre Chorus] Falling out of grace Watching as reality fades away, again Knowing that there’s no reason to pretend With all these false signs that i send And I don’t know why i’ve become those who rejected me I don’t know how to deal with this shit load of hypocrisy So in the end I want you to forget What you thought you saw in me [Chorus] I don’t know why i saw myself in you You know that there's not even an inkling of truth I can’t begin to tell you what I've felt And how hard it is to break out of your shell So Give me all you’ve got Now that i’m caught in the crosshairs of what you’ve shot You’re becoming what you forgot And i’m becoming what im not [Breakdown] IM REDACTED IM! (Breakdown) And to keep sane And not down the drain REDACTED! Is enough to tear Me from the inside out IM REDACTED! And the struggle to stay And to keep going away REDACTED! Is enough to tear Me from the inside out REDACTED!